I met Grace and Gwen
when they were
eight-months old. I’m
going to start by
reading them at that
age, the go back in time
to see what I can see
while they were in the
womb. Today’s date is
September 10, 2004.
Eight months after birth
I’m going to start with
Gwen. The first thing
that I’m seeing is gold
on the top of her head,
in her seventh energy
center. She is
basically angry and her
sister Grace is
basically fearful. The
gold is control energy
from her mother. What
is it about? I am
getting the word
“danger.” Her mother is
basically angry and is
declaring her ownership
of Gwen.
Mother
I’m seeing the same kind
of gold energy in Gwen’s
third energy center.
This mother is
aggressively trying to
control her baby.
Outwardly, the control
is manifesting as worry
that Gwen might get hurt
or hurt herself. I’m
actually not seeing
anything that the mother
should have been worried
about. Gwen is not in
any kind of hazardous
situation. So what is
the worry about? Her
mother’s worry is
covering over her
extreme jealousy,
concern, and
possessiveness of this
baby.
Consciously, her mother
thinks that she loves
Gwen and wants to
protect her. She is
reading books and
learning all she can
about twins. She has
many ideas, even down to
what they should eat.
She thinks these babies
must be perfect, and she
must be the perfect
mother.
The twins’ mother is
making a big deal out of
the fact that her girls
are twins. She has made
them an event that
started when she found
out that she was
carrying twins. It
continued through her
pregnancy and their
birth. The event
continues.
The event
What does that mean?
How is it an event?
Their birth was a
special occasion and
then the twins turned
into a special on-going
situation. The mother
seems fascinated by the
fact that they are
identical. She sees
that they have different
personalities, and that
she is drawn to the one
who is more outgoing and
active, but the fact
that they actually look
alike floors her.
Part of this mother’s
pattern is to make her
daughters a special
event in that she always
dresses them
identically. She has to
do that, it is like a
compulsion. They are
even dressed the same
when they are sleeping
or around the house.
I’m seeing that she gets
pleasure in that she can
tell them apart and
other people usually
cannot. I’m getting
that this mother is
really in love with the
idea of having twins.
She is also in love with
the one twin, Gwen, who
is basically angry like
her. Consciously, she
knows that she is drawn
to Gwen, but feels she
must not show favoritism,
so she tries to also be
good and pay attention
to Grace, the other
twin.
Nevertheless,
Grace seems to lack
aliveness and her mother
worries about this.
To her, worrying about
them seems the right and
motherly thing to do.
She is reading about
twins, about psychology,
and personalities,
trying to learn how to
be a good mother.
Gwen
I’m seeing her fighting
her mother’s control and
defying her
energetically. How?
From her birth, her
mother has had a hard
time feeding Gwen. The
baby certainly does not
look underfed or
undernourished, but I
see her rejecting a
bottle and refusing to
take food. I see her
crying for attention.
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End of Peek